I’m officially fucking resigning.
Of course on this day, my boss has praised me into the ground and pep talked me over the moon.
And when I finally get the guts to print out my resignation letter and go to her office, she’s in a meeting for the first damn time all day.
In other news, I got a call this morning and got set up with a job interview for the mental health case manager position I really want right now! :D
“maybe if i drink another coffee, i will feel better”
“maybe if i buy myself a new sweater, i will feel better”
“maybe if i get so drunk i can’t see, i will feel better”
“maybe if i sleep for fourteen hours, i will feel better”
Maybe if I quit my job, I will feel better.
I found the 3 page writing sample I turned in when I applied for my position just a little over a year ago. I was pretty impressed with my sample and felt pretty smug re-reading it, until I got to this paragraph.
“First and foremost, I aim to be satisfied with my career. This is important to me, because I know that enjoying my work on a day-to-day basis will result in my greater ability to achieve success in all that I do. The first step to reaching career satisfaction has been to identify my passions. Working as a Child Welfare Specialist can help take me a step in the right direction, because I have realized my passion for improving and protecting the lives of my young community members and if I know I am making a difference in the lives of children, I will wake up and go to bed happy each day.”
I am not satisfied with my career. I have hated going to work everyday for months. I do not wake up and go to bed happy each day. I know damn well what my passions are, but this job was not the right match.
I HAVE TO GET OUT!
That moment when you have 2 connections in a workplace to help you get a job and you realize you know both of them because…you’re all lesbians… Baha.
—like-new, clean men’s dress clothing
—like-new book shelf (now acting as a DVD shelf in my living room)
—like-new storage drawers (now acting as my garden storage in my garage)
—floor lamp (now lighting up my living room)
—mini tv (yet to test)
—like-new table lamp in need of a shade
—like-new two storage crates
—a like-new textbook possibly worth $$$
—a like-new shoe storage shelf
—a like-new laptop case
—interchangeable lifting weights
—pristine, super cute blue coffee mug, red bowl, and yellow plate
Got approved for 2 weeks off work. Now if I can just make it a month, my month of June will be set. I even schedule so I have 2 day work weeks before and after my 14 day vacation.